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Lame Post Tong !!! haha

Went to Leo Dinner Night...

Yeah! Finish Schooling lor~~

Hmm..after study six years at S.M.K DPHA Gapor Stampin, and get to know so much friends at there. Feel happy but also upset, happy cause finish schooling and sad cause cannot everyday stick with friend at school....feeling very confuse now.

Closer and closer...

Since a long time i din't update my blog. Anyway, wish those friend view my blog and saw my greeting here always healthy and happy. Even though i don't like to attend classes at school but i still hoping i can extend my education level with my friends. After SPM we got no more chances to sit in class room and listen to our subject teachers scolding their students or no more teasts from the student to teachers. Feel a little bit regreted , but it is one of our life process that have to pass through...what to do ?? just can accept it. How wish i can stop the time in anytime , anyway and anywhere i want to do so...*Sigh*

Friendly Friend...

Found out that Black Skin( O Lang),(Negro) people are very friendly. Today i go swimming by my own , meet my friend's friend IyKe ! He is so so so so friendly like my Friend LinuS :) i think we Malaysians should learn the way they treat people in this way. Swim for 4 hour plus , after home...direct go out with Dennis, tak and tze yee to Kuching Fest to see "Earth Dance" team performances not bad actually :) atleast better than me. But it is okay , i will learn and get better than them. Thats how i pass my one afternoon and night. Today exam Sejarah so i to revision till 3 o clock last time , 4.30 sleep 6.20 woke up ! omg !! still got so many energy to spend in afternoon and night ! haha ! now i should go learn account or go sleep after done my push up and sit up ? tak tau lar ! ZzZzZ Night!

Mata jiak pa eng..

Hihi , i'm back...11 days away from online >"< cause lately busy bah. Now still in Exam week..Last night because of want do revision at late night, so i go jogging to wake my self up around 8 something till 9 something. Jogging till half saw Mata (police) at Park car parking there to check every car which is only park there dunno doing what inside. hahaha...good also lar. After that only left my self at the park jogging, feel so nice...just run run run run run !!!! After reach home , bath already almost 10 o'clock then go STUDY lor !!! really tiam , study whole night only can remember abit things. 2 o'clock then i want sleep liaw ~~ I remember i still go disturb Ah xian hahaha !!!

Just write for fun..

Lately , yhock act weird , i think he found his girl girl liaw!! hahaha ! but never intro also...so mean one. Last wednesday Master Henry Lee told us Korean instructor coming for wednesday night black belt class, those want go can go for train. Who know that night , 22 black belts , 4 black tips only me 1 blue belt....i am the lowest belt level. The most important one is...the korean coach put us aeroplane...PHEW !!! ZzZz !!! dunno what to write liaw , bye bye

CrY

Cry for my body,

Cry for my soul,

Cry for my times,

Cry for my appearance,

Cry for my emotion,

Cry for my friends,

Cry for my familys,

Cry for my things,

Cry for my events,

Who may cry for me ?

Who will cry for me ?

Who wish cry for me?

Who want cry for me ?

Who has cry for me ?

What have i done in my life ?

What have i done for my self and other peoples in my life ? How many things i ever done to help me self ? How much it mean to me ? How many things i ever done for others ? It's help others ? Is my life important for my self ? for other ? Don't know... at least i know what should i do now. For family, friends around me , my self and also strangers which appear in my life... =)

Light...

Light

How much is a light for you ?

Is it everything for you ?

How it look into your mind ?

What you think it is ?

Can you see without it ?

Watching in a dark world?

It bring happiness or sadness ?

It is worth to have it ?

Why does it appear in our life ?

Can use it to change a life ?

When will it disappear ?

Where it from ?

How it form ?

Living in a dark world without it.

I |ik3 Th|s SonG

Star

Believe in me and you will see,

That i'm your star,

Shining on your way.

The darkest room,

The Deepest night,

And i'll be your light.

Forever there to hold your hand,

Even till the end,

The darkest room,

The deepest night,

And i will be your light.

It's no matter where your are,

Forever i will be your star,

Believe in my and you will see,

That you can fly if you feel free.

PerSonal L|f3

Parent and brother sister are not around with me. Having personal life for few days. Found that , HouseWork are hard for me. Last time i use to take off my shirt and throw at a side take off my sock and put at a side, after have my meal without wash it, don't like sweep floor , mop floor... always ready to eat without helping to cook. Used to call peoples do things for me and also find protection from my parent. Now i have to wash my own cloths , sock , pant , dish , throw my own rubbish , and sit alone... i'm just so lonely and helpless. Always wishing there's a hand to hold me, help me , reach to me, answer me....

Grandpa I LOVE YOU !!!!

I was quite regret cause i never tell my grandpa that i love him. I love him very much...I LOVE YOU GRANDPA !!! Even u are not in this world already , but u still always in my world, my heart a place which cannot be replace by anyone. We will meet each other in heaven some day. May God always with my Grandpa and rest in peace. Love ya grandpa

A Gift may change a life...

Today i go for taekwondo training at Inti , Master Henry Lee(6th Dan) conduct the class today. Lolx , he give me a small gift which he bought from Korea. Actually , i was very upset today...my grandpa just passed away. Alright , after recieved the gift from Master Henry Lee my mood change better. Might cause of i didn't recieve any gift for a quite long time. Even a small small cheap cheap gift also might change a person.

Unknow TonG

Actually , what am i ? who am i ? where am i ? this kind of question can't be answer by me. Living in a world without confidence, alot things i think that is fake....i can't fully trust it. Getting far and far with the world, screaming at a place which is dark , and small but no body are there to hear. Feel helpless , hopeless every walking step cause me to think alot like how ? why ? when ? where ? confirm ? Loss my self in a dark small corner and no body were there for me...Dying ? I don't know

Getting wrong with my own...

Doesn't know how it happen and when it happen. Feel so empty in my life, feel so depressing. Suddenly found out and change my opinion about life. Found out it was so hard and complicated things. Mind changes everythings what we can see , hear , taste , feel , sence....alots things can just change in a second or even less than a second in our mind. MIND are everything, THINKING are everything. Am i really need changes for my self ? Or should i just stay like the same ? doing like a blur ? I just don't know....!!! DON"T KNOW ! (Just find a place for me to dump what i feel in the heart)

DOOM !! aliciaaaaaaaaa stop suan me

Omg omg omg omg omg omg, I WRONG SENT SMS TO ALICIA. xia soi me , inside write some things..(can't tell here, haha) omggggggggggggggggggggggg....she gonna suannnn meeee....

Some On3 Said i am Dark

Is it my skin were dark ?? don't know cause everyday i saw my self..can't feel the change of the skin colour. Everyday from school around 12 or 1 pm with a very hot and strong sun above me walk from school to my house. how can i be fair ? if i still fair like that , me my self will shock also ar..hahaha...some more , i love sport....it's hard for me to be fair i think... T_T

SwimminG ?!!!

Keep on swimming for 2 days >"< my hand really train alot and my muscle are really painful !!! done quite lots of exercise these days. Daniel also swim with me in this 2 days.... tommorrow is my upgrading day lor. hope can get double promotion jump 2 belt :P hahha dream too much. alright , tired....need to get a rest for tommorrow =) byes !!SWIMMING !! yeah , even i don't know how to swim but i enjoy there.

C|uBinG NiGhT

At first want to go T1 to play some games. But Ah Heng suddenly called me, he ask to go out eat. Alright , so me , heng and siang go 3rd mile eat. After that we go for dota for 1 hour >"<>"< and saw ah chia dancing in soho , we have a little dance there too. After that tat 2 guys (siang and heng) want go grappa again....dunno for wat. During driving , ah heng call his friend or his friend called him , so we go tapang there, they playing BB who know guan hock buy some beer there but they can't finish it so... you know la =.="" HAHAha , i was really drunk after that. next morning headache some more.... :P

A LeavInG DaY

Without feel anything, time pass aways with very soon. Since i join Taekwondo until now already around 3 years. Taekwondo is a meaningful martial art for me, I learn lots of things in Taekwondo. Specially from my coach, Vincent....he is going to other place for living to work there. Everyone of us don't hope he leave but we also hope he live in the way he want , and live in happiness. I'm confuse with my emotion and my mind now....doesn't know what should i do or think. Anyway, i am very thanksful for god for me to meet my coach in my life and also bless us. Thanks you sir !!!

A day at school =)

ur BM teacher today taught us Komsas....Drama, Kerusi. There are few charater in that chapter. Each of us take turn to read, untill Xin Yen turn !!! starting still okay...not much mistake. At the end of his part in the speech , he read something that make us laugh so much. Wanna know wat it is ??? he said "Cinta kasihmu padamu" LOL !! Anyway , i'm sorry Xin yen , i din't mean to shame you. but some funny things must remember down. Actually we always disturb him , but he always still our friend =P *Xin Yen show me how to dance today in class* HAHAHA !! those know Xin Yen will know how much he "CAN" dance right ?? =.=""

Chase out by SMB Kuching High teacher ! Then....

SMB Kuching High secondary sch are having food fair today at they own sch hall. So our friend Jeffery invite us to go his sch ( Kuching High) to join them. My classmates, Ah Hau , Ah Soon , Jackson Bong , Ah Ping , Xin Yen , Ah Chan , Jerwin and also Dennis(which is force by me) we go SMB Kuching High after our class. All of us go back to get shower 1st and ready to go there buy some food to eat. Around one something then we gather at school canteen, Xin Yen , Ah Tak and Ah Hau driving. 3 cars go Kuching High together. When we reach they, none of us dare to go inside KH first. So that , we call Jeffery come out to bring us go in...Ah Tak is the first guy step in the school front door and walking on the way to KH hall where they set up they's food stalls. After that we also go in together and walk like a branch of friends. SUDDENLY !!!! A teacher asking , what are you guys coming here for ??? *HERE THE PROBLEM COME* WE BEEN CHASED OUT BY THE TEACHER !!!!! So xia soi leh !!!! Hahaha ! Jeffery also feel sorry about that cause he is the one calling us to go over there. After that ,few of us haven eat anything since after school, so we decided to go Open A to eat. And , Ah Hau Parking car in yellow line on Zone Tunda !! Hahaha !! Tak Tau Mati !! too bad cause Xin Yen can't find any parking so we direct go Life's Room to eat...Sure is eat "Ma La Mian" lar !! After that , we go Tun Jugah and Parkson walk around. Me and Jerwin also making chances for Xin Yen to stay alone with Ah Chan !! HAHAHA !! Xin Yen not even dare to stand near her. Xin Yen ! Xin Yen !! Show u are man lar !!

Playing Counter Strike at T1

Lolx !! First thing !!! Cs Pro been knife !! HAHAHA !! Darren been knife by Akasha.... =) Damn !! Start the story, tonight i feel bored and dun want stay at home. So i called Ah Siang go T1 for Dota....but when reach there Darren them was playing CS and they lake of ppls. So me and ah siang join them to play, we play 3 maps and been fried by them...What a Sux nite i have... ZzZ. Opss... give *ppl* rush home liaw. Offline Lu !!! Byes :P (today i didn't go sch)

Start writing blog =)

First time serious creating a blog and write it. Don't really know what should i write and post. The reason for me to start this blog is because i want to write down anything that is meaningful for me review over and over again. So that i can always recall my self to remember what mistake i have done or what things or person i have missed. To grab more chances on my furture.