Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Back To The Place Which Belong To Me..



Last updated since 2007 december , the only reason i had stop to continue my blog is because i start to feel lazy on the write and read. Never thought i would back to here some day and never think of i still remember what my blog's name.





By the way , year 2008 to 2009 are quite long for me , many thing changes and happened just in a year , lots of thing wasn't easy to over come it. But luckly i own a group of bestie friend in my life , without they support and comfort i don't think i might make it this far that giving me this chance to write a post for now. First of all , i would like to thanks to my friends which giving me concern and help all the time. Thanks my bro and sis !! *BIG BIG HUG*



Nelson Year 2009



Alright , let me cut down the crap and tell what actually i been through during the times. Once i finish my SPM level i didn't think of to go further education in my life time, for me it is a totaly freedom to get rid from the books , hahaha...i wish the younger generation do not think like me, if i got a chance for me to make a different choices among the past incident , i will choose to go on for the further study. But that doesn't mean i regret to stop my books education last time.





Education is not only on the books, there is many thing which we can't learn or absorb from books, we must been through it ourselve only then we can understand the different between books thing and real sociality problems.





After the long holidays on end of year 2007 , year 2008 i start to work on head of February, as a clerk at gold smith, same thing as i never expect i will become a clerk at gold smith during my dreaming study times. Totaly different thing right ? ^^ Day by day .... because of work , i knew a girl and had one sight love with her(on 2nd of april), unfortunately i am not the type she like. But i didn't just walk away with the bad news from her. I stay and struggles so hard to get her attention. Finally i get it..we start by using mobile phone to chat , not even dare to talk face to face.





We start the association after month of months i chase her. Little does one think our relationship end from the count of 5 days from the start. I won't giving up and i continue chase her. Then some affair happened and therefrom i start to withdraw my hope on her...bla bla bla...long story lazy to talk about it , and this year we start again before the chinese new year. Here is the problem now , i actually too force her to start a relationship with me before i make any comfirmation about her love and her little mind. So recently founded that her heart is not with me all this time , making lots of suffer and unhappy between us two. I told my self that , if i really wish her found her truely happiness, i have to let go of her...She got lots admirer and she like some one but not me.. Ouchh..that's broke my heart into pieces.That is what lately happened on me , relationship problem.. i believe many people face it too.








I will try to make a post everyday on atleast once a week =D I just wanna write down everything on here...all my feels , emotion , thinking...Honestly,She is the girl that i most love in my life* i know my life still long way to go lar =.="" haha..see ya , gtg...tomorrow have to work, stop right here 1st.