CrY

Cry for my body,

Cry for my soul,

Cry for my times,

Cry for my appearance,

Cry for my emotion,

Cry for my friends,

Cry for my familys,

Cry for my things,

Cry for my events,

Who may cry for me ?

Who will cry for me ?

Who wish cry for me?

Who want cry for me ?

Who has cry for me ?

What have i done in my life ?

What have i done for my self and other peoples in my life ? How many things i ever done to help me self ? How much it mean to me ? How many things i ever done for others ? It's help others ? Is my life important for my self ? for other ? Don't know... at least i know what should i do now. For family, friends around me , my self and also strangers which appear in my life... =)

Light...

Light

How much is a light for you ?

Is it everything for you ?

How it look into your mind ?

What you think it is ?

Can you see without it ?

Watching in a dark world?

It bring happiness or sadness ?

It is worth to have it ?

Why does it appear in our life ?

Can use it to change a life ?

When will it disappear ?

Where it from ?

How it form ?

Living in a dark world without it.

I |ik3 Th|s SonG

Star

Believe in me and you will see,

That i'm your star,

Shining on your way.

The darkest room,

The Deepest night,

And i'll be your light.

Forever there to hold your hand,

Even till the end,

The darkest room,

The deepest night,

And i will be your light.

It's no matter where your are,

Forever i will be your star,

Believe in my and you will see,

That you can fly if you feel free.

PerSonal L|f3

Parent and brother sister are not around with me. Having personal life for few days. Found that , HouseWork are hard for me. Last time i use to take off my shirt and throw at a side take off my sock and put at a side, after have my meal without wash it, don't like sweep floor , mop floor... always ready to eat without helping to cook. Used to call peoples do things for me and also find protection from my parent. Now i have to wash my own cloths , sock , pant , dish , throw my own rubbish , and sit alone... i'm just so lonely and helpless. Always wishing there's a hand to hold me, help me , reach to me, answer me....

Grandpa I LOVE YOU !!!!

I was quite regret cause i never tell my grandpa that i love him. I love him very much...I LOVE YOU GRANDPA !!! Even u are not in this world already , but u still always in my world, my heart a place which cannot be replace by anyone. We will meet each other in heaven some day. May God always with my Grandpa and rest in peace. Love ya grandpa

A Gift may change a life...

Today i go for taekwondo training at Inti , Master Henry Lee(6th Dan) conduct the class today. Lolx , he give me a small gift which he bought from Korea. Actually , i was very upset today...my grandpa just passed away. Alright , after recieved the gift from Master Henry Lee my mood change better. Might cause of i didn't recieve any gift for a quite long time. Even a small small cheap cheap gift also might change a person.

Unknow TonG

Actually , what am i ? who am i ? where am i ? this kind of question can't be answer by me. Living in a world without confidence, alot things i think that is fake....i can't fully trust it. Getting far and far with the world, screaming at a place which is dark , and small but no body are there to hear. Feel helpless , hopeless every walking step cause me to think alot like how ? why ? when ? where ? confirm ? Loss my self in a dark small corner and no body were there for me...Dying ? I don't know

Getting wrong with my own...

Doesn't know how it happen and when it happen. Feel so empty in my life, feel so depressing. Suddenly found out and change my opinion about life. Found out it was so hard and complicated things. Mind changes everythings what we can see , hear , taste , feel , sence....alots things can just change in a second or even less than a second in our mind. MIND are everything, THINKING are everything. Am i really need changes for my self ? Or should i just stay like the same ? doing like a blur ? I just don't know....!!! DON"T KNOW ! (Just find a place for me to dump what i feel in the heart)

DOOM !! aliciaaaaaaaaa stop suan me

Omg omg omg omg omg omg, I WRONG SENT SMS TO ALICIA. xia soi me , inside write some things..(can't tell here, haha) omggggggggggggggggggggggg....she gonna suannnn meeee....

Some On3 Said i am Dark

Is it my skin were dark ?? don't know cause everyday i saw my self..can't feel the change of the skin colour. Everyday from school around 12 or 1 pm with a very hot and strong sun above me walk from school to my house. how can i be fair ? if i still fair like that , me my self will shock also ar..hahaha...some more , i love sport....it's hard for me to be fair i think... T_T

SwimminG ?!!!

Keep on swimming for 2 days >"< my hand really train alot and my muscle are really painful !!! done quite lots of exercise these days. Daniel also swim with me in this 2 days.... tommorrow is my upgrading day lor. hope can get double promotion jump 2 belt :P hahha dream too much. alright , tired....need to get a rest for tommorrow =) byes !!SWIMMING !! yeah , even i don't know how to swim but i enjoy there.

C|uBinG NiGhT

At first want to go T1 to play some games. But Ah Heng suddenly called me, he ask to go out eat. Alright , so me , heng and siang go 3rd mile eat. After that we go for dota for 1 hour >"<>"< and saw ah chia dancing in soho , we have a little dance there too. After that tat 2 guys (siang and heng) want go grappa again....dunno for wat. During driving , ah heng call his friend or his friend called him , so we go tapang there, they playing BB who know guan hock buy some beer there but they can't finish it so... you know la =.="" HAHAha , i was really drunk after that. next morning headache some more.... :P